end of year review

Yesterday I had my end of year review at work and my boss said he was delighted with me and gave me a glowing report. He said I have been very good! So I am very happy! Boing! Think I deserve a reward

Tomorrow I will spend the day in a National Park sunning it up xx

Sunshine

Today something amazing happened. It was sunny and warm more or less all day. It was very balmy almost feels like Summer is here early. I actually so hot in my cardi and jeans that when I came home I spent the rest of the day in my underwear which Master seemed to approve of.

I love it when it is sunny as it makes you feel nice and happy. You wake up in the morning make Master his breakfast and the sun is already out. You go to work and it is nice and sunny and everything is happy and fun!

Today I completed loads of errands, I bought all the food we need for a month, I also managed to take the dog to the barbers and he looks amazingly handsome now... I also got my prescription and did some work too.

Now it is play time then bedtime story and its time for my catnap! xx

Long week

I have such a strange week ahead of me.

I am at work yesterday and today, then Wednesday I am going out running chores. Master wants us to take Zack to the doggy barbers to get his fur trimmed. Then we have to buy food and supplies for the next month (we do a big shop everytime).

Thursday I am seeing my nanna who is ill with breast cancer at the moment. We are going out for dinner but it is going to be a long day. Friday I am again at work before Saturday I have family over. I also still need to see my mother who is having an operation to see just how bad her breast cancer actually is. So many things happening at the moment.

Work time seems to take so much longer than time at home though!

On a plus side Master has a new cane... and I have a botty which could do with a caning! x =^o^=

Keeping up appearances

For me one of the most stressful of things is having other people in my home. It is kind of a sacred place, it is sacrosanct and I like to keep it that way. I don’t like other people in my area unless of course it is Master or my animals. I have always been like this since I was a little child. I didn’t like people being in my room and always used to keep the door closed and other people out.

This weekend I am taking the huge step of allowing my family well my siblings into my family home with their children too. It is only the 2^nd time in 3 years they have been in my house. I am a bit stressed about it. What will they think of my home, will the dogs and cats behave?

Hopefully I wont be showed up or embarrassed!

I love children big time, but I would not like to have ones of my own as our lifestyle just isn’t compatible with having children around under any circumstances.

So, as a result I have spent all this weekend making our home safe from children’s wandering hands. I have had to hide so much stuff. Some of our more colourful books, magazines, DVDs, canes, cuffs, rope, slut shoes, my numerous pairs of thigh boots and a hell of a lot of my clothes. I even found two vibrators in the lounge. It took my forever and I haven’t even started on the bedroom. Hopefully I can just keep them out of there altogether maybe???

Either way hopefully it will all go fine! At least my sister in law isn’t bringing her sister from the States! Last thing I need is a preachy know it all who likes the bible a bit too much… well the mormon equivalent! xx

what breed would I be

I love kitty play I adore it with a passion. My kitty persona, Cinnamon is a brown haired kitty (neko) girl who is very playful and mischievous.

But I have often thought what breed I would be!

I think Persians are adorable and their aloof nature would probably suit me, I am definately a pampered puss. Plus I do like a lot of grooming.

But I can be playful too and I have an adorable miaow... so would that make me a Siamese?

I don't like heights and high places like Tonkonese adore...

I do have long lustrous big hair though with lots of bounce and waves which would make me more of a maine coon or a cornish rex or similar...

My hair is dark chocolate brown (mmm chocolate) and my skin is very pale... so maybe after all I am a Norwegian Forest Cat... I do like Forests although I am not Norwegian...

So maybe I could be a new breed... I could be a long-haired English Chocolate Cat... I am English, like Chocolate and I have long fur! All I need now is a nice tom cat to breed with :-)

Oreos

Why are Oreos so great? Why are they better than everything apart from sex? I don't know and that is the mystery which makes them so special.

I think Oreos were made by magic in some far away magical land. Ever since I was little back when I was in Texas I used to love eating Oreos... I think it is the magic combination of a deeply cocoa rich biccy with white cream and they keep me so nice and slim too with their mystical powers! Master loves to feed me them when I have been good which is of course most of the time...

Perhaps I should write an Ode to Oreos... or maybe just eat a packet for my late lunch...

Tonight I hope we can have a nice play night in front of the fire, my ass is aching for a good spank.

happy news

Today I made an application for finance which should pay for my upcoming breast augmentation and I got it... woop woop! The rest of the funds will go into our wedding money pot for next year's wedding. I have still got a scarily large amount of stuff to do in the meanwhile though.

I have decided I will use the recovery time after the operation for wedding planning. There is so much for me to do in the months ahead.

Sad news though is that a cat a couple of doors down called Coco has died.

She was a gorgeous 15 year old torty cat with a very glamourous red collar. She always greeted me with a purr and loved being tickled under her chin. She was quite adverse to coming in to the house for a bit of fuss and a bit of tuna fish too for her dindins before going off hunting. I love animals but I can't cope with the whole losing them thing and I get too attached. I like cats very much.

To cheer me up I will put on my PVC kitty outfit for playtime later :-) always makes me feel good! Plus Master adores it too!

weekend :-)

Well its been a good and bad weekend. I spent most of the weekend carrying out chores tidying the house. It needed a good tidying up as I haven't been on top of the housework of late. I did some reorganisation of my wardrobe for the impending breast augmentation. Some of my clothes will in the not too distant future fit!

On a very negative note though my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. I am totally gutted. She has already beaten leaukaemia and now she has another cancer to deal with. I certainly think she has had more than her fair share of illness to cope with if I am honest. I just hope she is going to be ok I suppose and that she will get better soon. 

A new fetish club has opened in Leeds, umming and arring about going. We not hugely into the kink scene really and Master certainly isn't so we'll see.

boobies!

So yesterday we went to see the boob doctor. For years Master has wanted me to have a much bigger cleavage and to be in his eyes the girl he always wanted to be with. I’m slim but lack the curves he feels would make me nicer J

So we met the surgeon yesterday for the second time. He was really really nice, he was friendly, very kind and very informative answering all my questions and reassuring me,.

I put on a bra with some weird chicken fillet type things to see how big the implants will be when they are implanted. They looked amazing. It was weird looking down and seeing a really big cleavage rather than the minor one I am used to. I can’t wait to put on my clothes post operatively!

My figure looked way more curvy and fuller just as Master wanted and requested.

I can’t wait now, well a part of me feels that way the other part of me is dreading the prospect intensely.

Being sore and having stitches in doesn’t appeal one bit… I have got to focus on the end product though and knowing that this is what master wants and will make him happier about me.

After seeing the booby doctor we went to see the in laws. Unlike when we are at my family’s house Master is totally himself around his family and he makes no secret of the nature of how we work. I talked to his mother about the whole wedding we have planned and she was very nice about it. So much happening at the moment. =^o^=

the parents

So the weekend has gone and all in all it went well. We discussed our wedding plans with my father and stepmother. Master really doesn't like them so I was kind of stuck in the middle. It is a nightmare if you owner doesn't like your parents. It can be a really difficult situation to be in and you feel stuck in the middle.

The main issue is that when I am at my parents house I am me free to do more or less as I like sat on the couch considered as equal to him and he just sort of sits very quietly desperate to leave as soon as he gets half a chance. It is sad as I wish he could be closer to my parents but I guess it isn't going to happen. He likes my mother though... that probably is in part to her having a cat...

I have a long week ahead. 4 long days at work and one day seeing a surgeon in Manchester. Master is very uncomfortable about the whole doctor touching my body thing but he has to put up with it if I am going to have a boob job. On the plus side though he has already picked out loads of simply gorgeous dresses and tops and lingerie he wants me to wear post surgery... I can't wait! Cookies for lunch! But it doesn't matter because I have lost a lot of weight lately =^o^=

Stress

I am a well stressed kitty cat today :-(.

work has suddenly kicked off, after a quiet week with hardly anything happening suddenly today everything has kicked off and gone insane. Just as I was looking forward to a relaxing weekend too!

Master is definately dreading tomorrow as am I to some extent as we go to see my father and stepmother. They don't really approve of Master at all for a variety of reasons so I kind of feel stuck in the middle a little bit! I want to be a good girl for Master and make him happy but I also want to see my family. Last time I just sat on the floor and Master stroked me most of the afternoon which was fine... hopefully there will be a repeat of that this next time.

On the plus side, last night we had a great time together having awesome anal sex! Was a late night though after we had finished playing but it was worth it! =^o^= 

breast implants

Well for years now Master has been wanting me to have breast implants... so all things being well I am having them done in the near future. When all is said and done my body is his and he is free to do with it as he sees fit but the prospect is still slightly terifying and I am worried about the whole thing!

Basically I have to do research and there are a million things going through my head. What if it goes wrong, what if they are too big and look out of proportion, what if I get an infection and a nasty scar etc...and yet somehow Master is just so sincerely calm and unworried. I wish I had his willpower to not worry about things like I do!

I think for him the idea of seeing his slave have the body he wants her to have and the prospect of me being able to give him a tit wank is what appeals! Men sometimes have such simple pleasures in life :-)

Master put me to bed early but when I woke up for work I found a tasty and yummy pasta lunchin the fridge he made me... I love him so much!!! =^o^= x

Master is upset

If there is one thing I find really hard at times is when Master is upset over something and really short and angry... I feel so helpless and just want him to be his usual self again and not unhappy.

Last week one of the cats decided she would take it upon herself to chew through the internet cable... Master replaced the cable only for her to do it again overnight last night when Master had some vital work to do online first thing... meaning not only did he have to replace it but he had to go out to the shops first thing :-(...

He is in a stinking mood and it isn't my fault but nonetheless it has left him in a stinking mood for the rest of the day. I try to be understanding and do my best to make him feel happier but sometimes it is a nightmare but I suppose that is all I can do!

I think the fact we are going to my father's at the weekend is weighing on his mind too. He doesn't like my dad and my dad doesn't like him either. They hate each other, the fact I call Master Daddy doesn't help too mind... all I can do is smile, make Master lots of drinks and hope when we leave my father's house I can make it up to him using my natural charms =^o^= 

Nice weekend

I love the weekend and having the opportunity to spend time with my Owner and not have to go to work. Its not that I don’t like work, well I don’t that much but I just don’t like being away from Daddy and us being apart.

This weekend we went across to Whitby. We had fish and chips together in a nice little restaurant and had a good chat about various things and how we are both feeling. We followed this with a nice walk and a trip to a few shops. I saw an adorable grey tabby stuffed cat which Daddy kindly bought me and became my latest bedroom addition. A great day and I am so grateful he gave some of his time to spend with me. Now I just feel sad because I have a working week before I next get to spend time with him and without his presence I feel very alone L